What I Want

I'm all jumbled up right now, so in an effort to untangle, here's a list of the things I want in order of priority and importance:

1. I want to see God's family grow both in depth and in size.

2. I want my own family to grow, starting with a wife. (Sadly, this one has been battling for "want list" position lately...)

3. I want better fellowship with Christ-followers my own age. Nay, I'll go one better. I crave it.

4. I want a car that I don't have to repair frequently. Ironically, unlike numbers 1 and 2, my ideal answer to this prayer would say anything BUT "family".

5. I want a good night's sleep. Please.

TUESDAYS

What IS it about Tuesdays? Lately, I've been irrationally angry in a big way on Tuesdays. Something about having to work a short shift in the evening after a typically long day at the church... For some reason, stress gets me on Tuesdays more than other days of the week. AGH.

Potluck Bum

I am officially a potluck bum- I brought nothing, and ate EVERYTHING. It was delicious.

Scared

Promised my brother I'd post, so here it is...

Played music for another wedding. I absolutely, positively LOVE/HATE weddings.... for serious. It was fun to see a lot of people I haven't seen in a while, and I am unreservedly happy for the two lovebirds, but nonetheless, this wedding was no exception to my general feelings towards nuptial celebrations. The current working theory is that I'm both of two things:

1. A hopeless romantic.

2. Crazy lonely.

Ordinarily, I'm against whiny blog posts, so I've tried to couch my feelings in analytical language. There are a myriad of questions floating around in my head pertaining to all this... or maybe "floating" was a less-than-accurate word choice. They're at a full boil, more like. Right now, however, I'm taking the brain pan off the hot plate.